Worst n Best

Today July 25..Many years back this day I lost my baby inside me..The worst thing that can happen to any women..For me too...It was very difficult for my body and soul to come out of it ..It took days and months and years..But now when i look back to it, It was an incident meant to be happened.To be happened just to show some good things to me..A well planned incident by God to give me some of the best things in my life..
After the incident happened I had to be under bed rest for some days..and as we were in US , there was no one with me and I was all alone at home simply lying down in my bed.So to divert my mind and to pass time I started hearing an audio CD about God..and I still believe that ,that is one of the best thing that happened to me..To understand a lot about God which changed my complete outlook.

 Another thing was the realization of selfless help.As I was in bed rest I was not able to cook.So our neighbour aunty gave me food for fifteen days.A total stranger ..not even my blood relation.I will never forget her and her family in my life time.Not only her, so many friends cooked food for me..It was a big realization for me that people do so many things for others..

Another thing is the cooking inspiration.As I got married  at very young age ,and suddenly got introduced to the world of cooking..I was not much interested in cooking..I was somehow managing..But when I was under bed rest, after returning from office my husband will enter into kitchen and will cook for me.And he used to cook so many things and that too with full happiness and not showing even a minute feeling of laziness.That was a total inspiration for me and for my cooking life after that..And I am always  proud to say that..

Another thing is the realization that nothing is in our hands..Never in our mind or words should we think that we can bring life to this world or we are in control.Everything is ultimately decided by God.